what happened to everybody? :)

a proposition for you:

let's go to tunisia and wear silks, learn to belly dance and walk through the desert.
let's go to sudan and stop the political agenda to kill.
let's go to the biggest democracy in the world - india!
let's go to london and photograph all of the subway tunnels. big ben.

who is going to embark on these adventures with me?
who the hell is gonna stick it out with me?

i wanna do something fun after school.
i want to be consumed by travel and knowledge.

maybe i should join peacecorp.
sometimes i think it is the ultimate test as to how much you can handle and are willing to go through to learn and understand.

there's so much more to life than green grass and a paved road.

there is so much going on in this world. there is so much beauty and hate and anger and love and excitement and trauma.

i want to feel it in my bones. i want it to sweep me off my feet. i want to experience and take in all that i can.

i want to be a part of this life, this adventure that is never-ending.

even if i go alone.

hopefully when we drive to new orleans, we won't be driving to a city of ruins.

*crosses fingers*

we are leaving in weeks and everything is flashing past me.
i hate packing.

today, at the shell station on the blessed 378, a conversation between me and the boy working there-

"hey how ya doin, yeah i got these 2 redbulls, and uhh.. 5 bucks of gas on the neon."
"gotcha. $9.19."
:looking in wallet:
"are you married yet?"
"umm.. no?"
"oh okay."
"why would you ask that?"
"that's my way of finding out if you're single."
"if i was married, i'd be wearing a ring, you weirdo"
"can i get your number?"
"what, now you wanna marry me?"
"maybe"
"oh, god, shutup"
"see ya later"
"you too."


time to chug the bull. <3.

ma, her fiance and i .. yea we bout to smoke the "cheese" as fuckin' arabs call it.

ahaha, yeah.

merry xmas to you christian motherfuckers!

one week til i'm hooooooome, yeh.

so i am alive.. for the record. me and ma went to the beastie boys concert and it was absolutely amazing. adrock tipped his hat and winked at me. hehehehe, we met this guy sade who was like, friends with the boys so he gave us vip passes. we drank, we partied, we passed out

i checked my school records and they changed my math professor on me, that makes me angry and saddddddd
i wanted salais

my gpa is 3.78
and somehow i am still highly unsatisfied considering i couldve easily had straight a's
shutup you whiny babyyy

my mom bought me the cutest green/blue/yellow plaid skirt of my life.
and a jeweled canvas handbag.

i have been studying for the new sat
why they had to add algebra II i have no idea, but it bugs me

my mas been sick with the flu for a few days but shes finally better
shes at work right now
and i am about to go hit the town for a bottle of good champagne, help her find her fiance a christmas present and buy soymilk because milk is grosssssssssss

i need to find corey so i can gossip about our professor switch
shouldnt that be illegal or something
the only purpose of complicated hours of schedule planning and running to records for schedule swaps is so that you can get the prof. which you sign up forrrrrrr
grrrrrrrrrrrr
ahhhhhhhh

im dying my hair a darker shade of red
cause its turning blonde
i wanna go rent some movies

has anyone read "he's just not that into you"?? it looks fucking cute
i watched larry king live last night and the co-writers were on there discussing it.

also, what is the world coming to (considering the news with viktor yushchenko)

the latest issue of the new yorker is really good

did you know that the da vinci code is banned in lebanon?
so much for freedom, huh?
that is supposedly the most liberal (also christian) of arab countries?

do you want to know the difference between a shiite and a sooney?

mohammed lasts words before his death have two different meanings to them.
the word 'successor'

majority of arab countries believe that ali did not become muhammeds successor until much later on his life
the shiites believe that ali immediately became mohammeds successor

ali was the first one to believe in mohammed

shiites also pray to a stone, something of the earth
its rather interesting because you would think most people would be believers of ali immediately becoming his successor

majority of arab countries are sooney, however
my family, however, is not

this is only what i have learned after countless conversations over chai tea lattes and chocolate chip muffins

i have a thing for french hiphop

i also am having a very hard time choosing the foreign language i wanna learn next

xxxxxxxxxxxxooooooo

btw
i swear man
i swear to fucking god
i'm gonna get adrock from the beastie boys to drink a beer with me after the show monday night

ok god bless, cuz im stoppin!